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Saturday, July 20, 2013

So why try again today?

Rain: Basically, I'm a pessimist. A horrible one. Tell me anything, any situation, event, passion, plan, anything... and I'll find the bad side. Almost instantly. I will find the "bad" tradeoff to the most happy of circumstances. This incredible ability has made my life incredibly depressing. I want to stop, but I don't know how. So this is the embodiment of my husband's suggestion. I have to purposely think up happy stuff. I am to write something positive, every day, until it becomes a habit to think up positive things. I don't think it will work, but I have to do something.

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